Unsaid

I am groaning and weeping.
Into a strange and dangerous world I am leaping.
Handicapped and silently loud,
Like a helpless moon stuck behind a cloud

Struggling to hold a hand.
Striving against the swaddling hand.
Low and weary I thought best
To find a shoulder to rest.

Still thoughts in mind keep flowing,
With unpronounced unhappiness on my face glowing.
Looking for help around,
No escape route I found.

The energy, spirit and people I will miss.
My world is about to change in a swish.
Losing my mind,
Because I alone know what I am leaving behind...