I Think...

When the night gets cold
And the memories starts to unfold.
With music playing in my ears
Keeping aside all my fears
I think...

Recalling the times of thick and thin.
Feeling a strange feeling within.
Don't know where I am, don't know where I will be
I think...

Trying to rebuild the world around
Makes me go round and round.
Picking one brick at a time
Its my own thoughts that I mime.
I think...

Not lonely, yet so alone.
How much I gave traveled on my own!
With ecstasy and pride
I take another stride
And I think...

It is time to grab the world so wide.
With or without anyone by my side.
Picking my bag I head straight
Igniting an unknown faith.
I think...

Because there is so much to do
And this is not the time to say adieu!

Unsaid

I am groaning and weeping.
Into a strange and dangerous world I am leaping.
Handicapped and silently loud,
Like a helpless moon stuck behind a cloud

Struggling to hold a hand.
Striving against the swaddling hand.
Low and weary I thought best
To find a shoulder to rest.

Still thoughts in mind keep flowing,
With unpronounced unhappiness on my face glowing.
Looking for help around,
No escape route I found.

The energy, spirit and people I will miss.
My world is about to change in a swish.
Losing my mind,
Because I alone know what I am leaving behind...